Pleasure In Your Misery

Time: 8pm

Date: 2nd Feb 2010

The sun sets from the west,

as the couple sat staring at the sunset.

The scenery filled with the image of the garden.

As the cold wind blows,

hugs’ exchanged for warmth,

as smiles lighten the heart.

Train by train they came by,

as a kiss says goodbye,

waiting for another day to bond once more.

Back to another day of posting. Life have been as hectic as usual. And my mood now is not exactly that good.

I don’t think I have much to say for now.

Yi Hao

ps: Heard that you’ve start all over again. Yet another time.

Will update soon. Just not now.

17th Jan
Location playground.

Currently seeing both sotongs falling asleep in such early morning here at the playground. Had a fun and eventful night tonning with my closest friends right here where we do all the crazy stuff we could think of.

In fact, I don’t really have much to blog about. All I want to do is give my two dearest sotongs a shoutout.

Sotongs, thanks for all your words. I really appreciate them. After all these while, you girls are still the closest friends I have. I might be such a failure to you guys for asking you girls not to keep things to yourself but yet I still do it all the time. Sincerely speaking, seeing you girls smile and know that you girls are happy with your life is more than enough to make me contented. Knowing that I do not have to keep worrying about you girls when I go back to Thailand.

Thanks for all the time that we have spent together. It was really a pleasure to girls around with me and spend my remaining time here in Singapore. From seeing the way you girls sleep to the way you girls hug. I supposed these are the things that will make me miss you girls alot when I get back to Thailand.

I really hope you girls can smile more often and be happier. And that is all I wish from you girls. All the beat sotongs. The memories that we shared shall be remembered. I promise. I really do.

Omg this feel so muh like typing out my final words even though I know I still have 3 years. Smile always yea. Smile and I shall be smiling with you girls as well.

In the meantime, I shall try to make full use of the time that I have left here.

OMG, I am so freaking busy with so many stuff and I have so many things that I need to do!

My schedule is in a damn mess now. With so many things to do. I really don’t know what to do first. And how smart am I to agree to do more event and other stuff.

Jeez, am I dumb or what.

OKOK, my 2009 post is ALMOST done. Yeah. ALMOST. I kinda miss the times back then.

Either way, I got to go off now and do more stuff. TATA!

With regards,

Yi Hao.

And to you too.

Opps, haven been blogging.

Well, actually, I’ve been writing a sum up of 2009 and seriously I’ve been extremely busy with the open house and stuff and haven find time to complete it. Furthermore, I am haunting all over the net and all my computer and memory card for picture that I took during 2009.

YES. ALL THE PHOTOS in 2009. Be it glam, unglam or perhaps mushy. Takes time to find them you see.

So well, be sure to come down to TP open house to check me out flying at engineering school. Text me if you guys are coming!

For now, back to haunting for all the photos.

with regards,

Yi hao

No Picture

Fantastic, I’ve got no plan for new year count down till now. Nevermind. Shall still stick to my way of life. Endure 3 more years and I will be out of this country. Away from everyone that I know here and shall start afresh.

Whatever happens now shall just remind myself to endure for 3 years. 3 years is all I need to erase my memories I have over here. Really worth wondering if I should be happy or not. Minus 2 years of suffering while serving the “country” I should have only one years left to enjoy my time with my friends. Kinda sound like I got some terminal disease. Or perhaps this is much better, I’ve got a chance to live my life better without any past memories or friends. Nothing to carry over.

Sometime, i really wish I could just leave in a year time. See how desperate I am to leave this place? I really don’t see anything worth staying for. The food? Na, can get them anyway. The transport? Na, can drive over there. Money? I believe I can get more over there. Friends? Not worth thinking.

So let’s just say. Yi Hao, endure 1 more year of education. 2 years of NS and you will be out of this place!

Yi Hao

There’s nothing worth celebrating for now. Let’s count the lonely dates: Count down, Chinese new year, 19th birthday. What else did I miss.

Date: 25th December

Time: 2020

Location: Home

my day today to be out.

Sometimes you make friends and become close friends and that sometimes makes you think that you know that close friend very well. But as time move on, as your friend meet your other friends, they seem to slowly change or rather adapt to the new friends. And at times like these, sometime the change is so much that you notice it and that is just part of the character or person that you hate.

Others might not notice it but to a friend who think that they have known a person long enough, it seem so different, as though one is with a stranger. Such is part and parcel of a person character and telling them is pointless since a person character is hard to change.

Coming up after this day would be New Year. I supposed I would be home alone again. To do my own coutdown infront of the computer. Cheering myself with tears as the loneliness drop by to say hi. And perhaps this is the reason why I wish to find ways to get out of such place. Place where friends whom I thought I knew sometimes turn into strangers.

How will my new year be.

As for now, I am contend with my bed and my computer to celebrate my Christmas with. This is the best way to celebrate Christmas rather than going out with friends whom you don’t know.

Yi Hao

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Date: 24th December

Time: 1030

Location: Home

Christmas is coming real soon. Today is Christmas eve and I supposed a lot of you out there have already got plan to celebrate Christmas with your family or your close friends. As such, I wish everyone here a MERRY CHRISTMAS!

So wondering how am I gonna celebrate my Christmas? Well, actually I had plans to visit a friend house to celebrate Christmas but I decided not to go since someone else will also be there.

Kinda strange to know that that someone else is my close friend. But it always seems that when he is with different people he kinda change. And the change sometimes makes me wonder if I know him at all and sometimes I really do hate the changed him. The way he talk and such, just totally another person. And it always seems I am just an extra when he changed into another person.

So seriously, what’s the point of me being there if my presence is gonna be overshadowed by someone whom I thought I know but yet I don’t know and hate. So my decision is to just stay at home and camp..

Quite crappy right? I know. What a waste. Could have celebrated my Christmas but I opt not to.

My dearest cousins did ask me out as well. But alas, I think I rather stay at home. Somehow I seem detached from them as well. Finding it hard to get a topic to talk with them and it always seems I am the outsider.

By now, some of my friends would have know that my parents are getting a divorce and I am left with 2 option since I swear that I am gonna stick with my mum. The 2 option are, leave in a year and can never come back cause I am gonna get arrested the moment I return or wait 3 years and serve the country so that I can return here again.

It is such a mess. How to choose? I just wanna get out of this place chop chop.

Haiz. Enough ranting from me today. Shall blog again some other time.

Yi Hao

Date: 22nd December

Time: 0049

Location: Home

Just came back from a meet up with secondary school friends. Those good old time. I’ve got picture to share with you guys! To make my blog, er, more colorful. HAHA.

Today have been a great day. Out with badminton with Keong, Hong Bing and Jason till I sweat like some crazy dude making me smell like salted fish. And worst of all, I had to meet my friends without any chance of washing up. GRRR.

Had fun remembering all the things that we did in secondary school. All the things that made us laugh out butt out. What a wonderful secondary school life I had. I miss those days in uniform. I miss them.

Hope that I can meet up with them again soon.

As for now, I am tired and want to cut what I want to say as much as I can, so I shall let the photo do the talking. =D

Yi Hao

Sometimes, when friends act differently to other people from what you know them, you tend to hate their other side and wish you never had to see that happen again.

Waiting for our food at pizza hut.

And yes, we are still waiting.

Hajar and Jian Hong!

Dric and I still waiting for food.

Look at Jian Hong retarded face.

Hajar’s food. Now what is this called again?

Mine. Forgot the name

Dric and his food.

Ok, hajar, the food is getting cold.

Us at TM rooftop!

Dric and I

Ok, all I remember was I had Frappuccino

Look at me enjoying that!

Dric, Me and Hajar

Our only group photo

OK, that’s it for now. OMG, I am so contradicting.

Ps: the picture hide the words that my mind flow.

Ok, firstly to my faithful reader who have been checking in my blog once a while. Just to tell you, I only update once every two days so you can come in during those day ok girl. UGH

OK, next, currently not in a good mood. Kinda in a confused state right now. Don’t know what to think, what to say and what to do.

No, it is not because I am bored but because of something else.

Mum will be back on Tuesday and I was actually so stupid to forget it and arrange for a movie outing on this coming Tuesday and my friend already paid for the tickets. FML. So, got to rush to airport to get my mum then help her carry her bag then rush to the mall to catch the movie with my friend. Kinda hectic eh. I am a busy person man!

Hope you readers out there are enjoying the music for now. Those new additions. If you guys are curious to know what the playlist is here it goes:

Yup, what you should be listening to now is from Final Fantasy VII crisis core. A game on the PSP. Very soothing eh? Yeah, like the way the beat goes. Nice music. I appreciated them too late I think. But anyway, hope you guys will like them. Awesome I know! HAHA! will edit the song list again to add nicer songs. There is this one that I haven add in but is quite nice as well. the title is burden of truth also from FF VII.

It is raining once more and I am alone once more. What a cold lonely night with no one to talk to. No one to share my mind. What else can I do other than think of stuff while the music of FF VII is being played through the speaker.

What else can I do in time like these. I guess this is how life ticks.

Enough ranting from me for now. Shall go do some more thinking.

Yi Hao.

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